The Dysregulated Podcast
I live with anxiety, depression, ADHD, autism, OCD & BPD — and this podcast shares the hard-fought lessons I’ve learned along the way.
This is lived-experience mental health, told with complete honesty and zero filter, including the vulnerable and significant moments that continue to shape my life today.
Through personal reflections, therapy insights, interviews, nervous system regulation, and real-world struggles, I explore what it means to live with complex mental illness — grounded in psychological science and research.
The Dysregulated Podcast
Latest Episodes
Forged in Steel: Memories From God’s Country
CONTENT WARNING: Themes of suicidaility and drug use Back in Newcastle for the weekend, I jump in the car and let the city tell the story. We drive past the places that shaped me, from the University of Newcastle and the pressure o...
Wrestling With Anxiety: Borrowing Confidence To Ease The Mind
Anxiety doesn’t always show up when something goes wrong. Sometimes it hits hardest when nothing’s happening at all. Sitting in the bunk at Ravensworth (Hunter Valley) with the UHF crackling and a two-hour wait ahead of me, my brain starts runn...
Driving Through Life With The Handbrake On: Anxiety, ADHD and The Things I Can't Seem To Do
Why is it so hard to do things that should be easy?In this episode, I unpack a pattern that has followed me for as long as I can remember: putting off even the simplest tasks until they build into a mountain of overwhelm.From shav...
Loneliness, Long Hauls and Sacrifice: Is This The Price Of Purpose?
Driving through Newcastle in the rain, I found myself asking the question I hate considering after recording: what if being honest does more harm than good?This episode is about loneliness, uncertainty, and the fear that some parts of li...
Highway Confessions: Facing Our Mortality
The highway is supposed to be quiet, but my mind never is. On a 9pm drive from Newcastle down the Hume Highway (M31) toward Wodonga, I record another Highway Confessions and let you sit in the passenger seat that is usually empty. What starts a...
